I had a thought today. Im wondering if why I am feeling pissy all the time because of a depression? I dont know really though. I am able to get up for work. I get out of the house (not just for work reasons but it is alone 99% of the time). I have no issues eating. I still talk with my buddy out east a lot. I socilize with my other buddy in Georgetown and my “girlfriend” (female friend is a better way of putting it) in Mississauga.
I do know that I my mind seems full of a lot of shit that makes things seem tough, that I dont want to do. I think I am Lazy and a slob. I want to change it but due to the lazy part I dont really care about changing. and the circle keeps going round and round. It seems like and feels like that I just dont care.
I had a teacher in public school say that I was really laid back. Maybe thats it!! If it is its driving me mental because I wanna do things but I just do care and it can happen later
What a nightmare some days!!!